Saturday, July 29, 2006
i was near to being bedridden today, so didnt really have time to blog till now, 9:50 pm. flu, fever, sore throat and headache causing bacteria attacked me, and still is ):
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xubie 06. tears were shed, hugs were exchanged, little kisses were given. thankew:
deco, for helping me when i was confused over the stuff and for doing a great job.
danfong, you know la (: i really dont know what to say, what i wanted to tell you has already been told. just trust me, trust that everything i said is true.
huahui, for giving me such a heart-warming experience.
that someone, the one whom i msged last night : i shall not be so sad, just for you. it's a deal between you and me, to stay strong.
i dont wish to say much, cause im tired. i feel like im half dead, sleeping for the whole day and still feeling tired now. what if i die?
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quite alot of things happened today that drained my energy away. i used up one roll of toilet paper for my nose, is that alot? i dont know. im glad to know that i've gotten over something ive been hanging on for three years, that's a long time. i told bear ive got so many things to tell her, but if i keep it within until monday before letting it out, i would have died. but i decided that i should just keep mum about it. i said, love for you comes from within, so if i keep it within me for so long, it might just push the love out. well, i didnt know what i was talking about also luh. i shall go back to sleep now, goodnight.
to you, the one who cost me so much tears today and made my flu worse, i need to see you badly. im afraid when i see you, i'll just keep quiet. you asked me if i was still angry or sad because of you, i said i dont know.
and i really dont know.
dont worry onyu, my eyes wont be swollen by the time monday comes. you always lie to me that they are.
It's a beautiful disguise.